Do's and Donts

I crave what is hard

I lie awake next to danger in my bed

I smoke reckless affairs

And breathe them away to dissolve

Into thin air

I carry baggage and know all the masks

I know the name, the shape, the face

You cant confess 

Im afraid but fears excites me

Drives me back to crash into myself

I turn on the damage and heal it

In the inches of my body where passion bursts

Dont tell me whats wrong

Dont tell me what is right

I despise the shinning armor knight

I dont want the fairytale

I want the nightmare so deep

No one dares to tell

Thats where you ll always find me

Thats where i hold my power

In my own spell.

                          

Sarah Moustafa